February 09, 2005
why do we..............???
why do we always want something ,when we fear lossing it?
we want youth in old age...
we want life in death...
we want raindrops in scorching heat..
we want sunlight in cold...
we are always on the search of a new season..new things.....
These are the moments of life..
there is life in these moment....
dont let these moments slip away..
"hold on these moments".......
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we want youth in old age...
we want life in death...
we want raindrops in scorching heat..
we want sunlight in cold...
we are always on the search of a new season..new things.....
These are the moments of life..
there is life in these moment....
dont let these moments slip away..
"hold on these moments".......
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February 07, 2005
Road side Bajji/vadai
Have u ever tried road side tea kadai stuffs. ...?
that too after hanging out with friends in streets ...when we go to road side "tea kadai"
knowing well it is not hygienic ,we have bajji/vadai standing there holding the set on palm on hand ...( vadai with coconut "chatni " in banana leaf )
ahhh toooooo yummyyyyyyyyyyy it wud be ..... that taste cannot be replaced with 5 star hotel stuffs.........
The real funda would be to force one in the group to pay the bill...
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that too after hanging out with friends in streets ...when we go to road side "tea kadai"
knowing well it is not hygienic ,we have bajji/vadai standing there holding the set on palm on hand ...( vadai with coconut "chatni " in banana leaf )
ahhh toooooo yummyyyyyyyyyyy it wud be ..... that taste cannot be replaced with 5 star hotel stuffs.........
The real funda would be to force one in the group to pay the bill...
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Mom's Diary -II
After a few turns,
He threw the food today saying that it was tasteless.
But it’s ok. He is my son.
But I want him to know that’s it was me who taught him how to eat, and it was me who took the food he vomited when he had fever.
After a few turns,
He went to the movie today even though I did not give him permission.
But it’s ok. He is my Son.
I just want him to know that it was me who taught him how to walk and I want him to know how I cried when he got wounded while crawling.
After a few turns,
He scolded me today for coming in the middle when he and his friend talked.
But it’s ok. He is my son.
I just want him to know that it was me who taught him how to talk and I remember how much I was happy that I started crying when He called me “Mamma”.
After a few turns,
He lied to me today.
But it’s ok. He is my son.
May be He felt bad or felt that I would feel bad about his low marks.
But I just want him to know that I won’t scold him if He gets low marks.
After a few turns,
He was in a tense mood to go to college exams.
I wished him All the Best.
But He spoke harshly saying that He was getting late for exams and why at this last moment is He making him get irritated.
But it’s ok. He is my son.
I just want him to know that it was me ho taught him to Write, and taught him A, B, C…
But I am proud today that He is going to be an Engineer. He has loads to read.
After a few turns,
He said that He is going to states to complete him degree.
I did not want him to leave. But He booked the tickets and said that it was important and went off.
But it’s ok. He is my son.
I just want him know that it was me who dropped him in the first day to school and that more than him, I cried more. And that He got him home back soon.
But today He is leaving me and going far off.
After a few turns,
He said to me that He loves a girl.
I don’t blame him for this. She looked nice. She is good.
He has made him own decision.
I just want him to know that from pencil to dresses, it was me who got everything for him. But today, even without consulting him, He just said that He is going to marry her.
But it’s ok. He is my son.
After a few turns,
“Mom, please don’t advice me. I know how to live Life.”
No, I did not get angry.
It’s ok. He is my son.
But I just want him to know that it was me who listened to the rhymes and listened to those meaningless words which the son spoke when He was young.
He remembered the day He said, “It’s a crow” 25 times, when the son was keeping on asking what it was.
After a few turns,
He looked like an angelee today. He has got married.
He has left the city.
After a few turns,
He called me up today.
After a few turns,
Whatever it may be, my son has made my life beautiful.
I have seen him as a baby, and now My god, He has got married.
He has him own life now. He is become big.
May He get all the goodness and let God always pour his blessing on him.
After a few turns,
It’s completely blank.
The son reads him mothers diary.
Him eyes close. He cries.
He cried, “I am sorry mom.”
But the mom is no more to listen to him son regretting him mistakes.
So this is a mom’s diary.
You must have seen that there is nothing written in her diary before and after him son has gone.
It says that there is nothing important in him life other than the child.
A mother teaches the child, to speak, but sees the child speaking cruelly to him.
He teaches her child to walk, but sees him/her walk away from him.
Every where a child commits mistake She says
“It’s ok. He is my son.”
What a great heart She has!
May be a mom does not says to you how her heart feels when you scold her or do something wrong. She is always ready to forgive her child.
She may smile and pretend to be happy.
But deep inside in him heart, somewhere She feels, yes She feels.
Don’t make her cry.
She carried us in him when we were not born and now let us carry her in our heart.
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He threw the food today saying that it was tasteless.
But it’s ok. He is my son.
But I want him to know that’s it was me who taught him how to eat, and it was me who took the food he vomited when he had fever.
After a few turns,
He went to the movie today even though I did not give him permission.
But it’s ok. He is my Son.
I just want him to know that it was me who taught him how to walk and I want him to know how I cried when he got wounded while crawling.
After a few turns,
He scolded me today for coming in the middle when he and his friend talked.
But it’s ok. He is my son.
I just want him to know that it was me who taught him how to talk and I remember how much I was happy that I started crying when He called me “Mamma”.
After a few turns,
He lied to me today.
But it’s ok. He is my son.
May be He felt bad or felt that I would feel bad about his low marks.
But I just want him to know that I won’t scold him if He gets low marks.
After a few turns,
He was in a tense mood to go to college exams.
I wished him All the Best.
But He spoke harshly saying that He was getting late for exams and why at this last moment is He making him get irritated.
But it’s ok. He is my son.
I just want him to know that it was me ho taught him to Write, and taught him A, B, C…
But I am proud today that He is going to be an Engineer. He has loads to read.
After a few turns,
He said that He is going to states to complete him degree.
I did not want him to leave. But He booked the tickets and said that it was important and went off.
But it’s ok. He is my son.
I just want him know that it was me who dropped him in the first day to school and that more than him, I cried more. And that He got him home back soon.
But today He is leaving me and going far off.
After a few turns,
He said to me that He loves a girl.
I don’t blame him for this. She looked nice. She is good.
He has made him own decision.
I just want him to know that from pencil to dresses, it was me who got everything for him. But today, even without consulting him, He just said that He is going to marry her.
But it’s ok. He is my son.
After a few turns,
“Mom, please don’t advice me. I know how to live Life.”
No, I did not get angry.
It’s ok. He is my son.
But I just want him to know that it was me who listened to the rhymes and listened to those meaningless words which the son spoke when He was young.
He remembered the day He said, “It’s a crow” 25 times, when the son was keeping on asking what it was.
After a few turns,
He looked like an angelee today. He has got married.
He has left the city.
After a few turns,
He called me up today.
After a few turns,
Whatever it may be, my son has made my life beautiful.
I have seen him as a baby, and now My god, He has got married.
He has him own life now. He is become big.
May He get all the goodness and let God always pour his blessing on him.
After a few turns,
It’s completely blank.
The son reads him mothers diary.
Him eyes close. He cries.
He cried, “I am sorry mom.”
But the mom is no more to listen to him son regretting him mistakes.
So this is a mom’s diary.
You must have seen that there is nothing written in her diary before and after him son has gone.
It says that there is nothing important in him life other than the child.
A mother teaches the child, to speak, but sees the child speaking cruelly to him.
He teaches her child to walk, but sees him/her walk away from him.
Every where a child commits mistake She says
“It’s ok. He is my son.”
What a great heart She has!
May be a mom does not says to you how her heart feels when you scold her or do something wrong. She is always ready to forgive her child.
She may smile and pretend to be happy.
But deep inside in him heart, somewhere She feels, yes She feels.
Don’t make her cry.
She carried us in him when we were not born and now let us carry her in our heart.
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February 06, 2005
Some more kirukkals !
February 05, 2005
Mom's diary -I
The first few pages are blank.
And then
After a few turns,
There is someone in me now. She/he is kicking me. I can feel it. What shall I keep his/her name? Come soon. I am waiting for you dear.
After some turns,
He is born. He is so small. My god, He is very cute. I took her in my arms today.
My better half says he looks like him, but I bet his nose looks like me.
He is very cute.
After some turns,
He crawled today. I am afraid if he will get hurt. What if he gets scratches?
After some turns,
I am so happy today. he called me “Mamma”. How beautiful was his voice!
After some turns,
You know what he did today. he walked. Can you believe it? I helped him walk.
And I fed him today. Poor baby, he did not know how to eat the food. he spit some
food on me, but it’s ok.
After some turns,
he cried much today. It was his first day on school.
I got him home back soon.
After some turns,
How innocent, he did not know how to play Hide and Seek. I taught him today.
And
And
I gave up the game for him. You should have seen the smile in his face. It was worth more than a billion dollar. My heart was happy.
After a few turns,
“Twinkle Twinkle Little Star,
How I wonder what you are
Up above the world so high
Like a diamond in the sky”
he said this to me today.
he has started learning.
After a few turns,
I cried a lot today. I bet him. But, but he lied to me. I said to him, Lying is bad.
he said, Sorry.
Like this the mother writes a lot about his kid son.
As you turn,
he is big now. Today he is in college. he has grown up smartly.
After some turns,
…………
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And then
After a few turns,
There is someone in me now. She/he is kicking me. I can feel it. What shall I keep his/her name? Come soon. I am waiting for you dear.
After some turns,
He is born. He is so small. My god, He is very cute. I took her in my arms today.
My better half says he looks like him, but I bet his nose looks like me.
He is very cute.
After some turns,
He crawled today. I am afraid if he will get hurt. What if he gets scratches?
After some turns,
I am so happy today. he called me “Mamma”. How beautiful was his voice!
After some turns,
You know what he did today. he walked. Can you believe it? I helped him walk.
And I fed him today. Poor baby, he did not know how to eat the food. he spit some
food on me, but it’s ok.
After some turns,
he cried much today. It was his first day on school.
I got him home back soon.
After some turns,
How innocent, he did not know how to play Hide and Seek. I taught him today.
And
And
I gave up the game for him. You should have seen the smile in his face. It was worth more than a billion dollar. My heart was happy.
After a few turns,
“Twinkle Twinkle Little Star,
How I wonder what you are
Up above the world so high
Like a diamond in the sky”
he said this to me today.
he has started learning.
After a few turns,
I cried a lot today. I bet him. But, but he lied to me. I said to him, Lying is bad.
he said, Sorry.
Like this the mother writes a lot about his kid son.
As you turn,
he is big now. Today he is in college. he has grown up smartly.
After some turns,
…………
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February 02, 2005
College life -III
Hmmm well, let me take u to first year civil engineering class…. the subject which I never liked in addition to mechanical engineering,Engineering drawing (ED) paper..though liked those class hours as almost we used to be free birds in those classes..
ED and mechanical engineering paper was taken by Mr Nagarajan and civil engineering handled by a sir( forgot his name ) but cud rem his name starts with N let me cal him as Mr X.(reader’s i.e my class mate if u still remem his name drop a line to me …)
Let me throw light on Class atmosphere first..as all jus entered the college no one was mingled much ..some sort of groups were there…we can see many groups in the class with at max a group consist of 4 or 5 persons...all this is about guys..we the gals great mingled easily we did;nt had that much groupism …
Normaly fourth hour (an hour prior to lunch break ) in most cases would be civil engineering paper and that sir Mr X is tooooooooooooo shy type sir..
As if he has drawn some lakshman rekha for himself ( sorry not teasing him just recollecting things)..
His lakshman reka start from board ,stage and then middle column first bench guys..
Please note some times it expands to other columns n rows..but almost alltime it would be same as mentioned earlier.. and Mr X dared to cross his lakhshman reka attimes..but countable..
As soon as he enters the class... all would stand up …Good morning sirr………..
We last bench people did’nt bother to do that also….
He used to enter the hall with a paper in his hand or some times some notebook in hand... and first thing he would do is turn towards black board n draw soem figure/diagram..while he is drawing the figure on black board .. at his back fish market ..kai kai kai iiiiiiiiiiiiiiii though with reduced decibel fish market…
Soon after finishing drawing he used to utter some word to one n only the first bench students ..i shud say first bench boys used to listen to what he says..
U can guess first bench student “eppadi erapanga na…all padipal case…” I could only rem karthikeyan ( later ECE branch ) used to sit in first bench ..followed by him Amar…Ashok some where in 3rd or 2nd bench… yeah now i remem.. some sort of confusion with name..
In our class there were two persons with same name "Ashok"..so to make it clear we did "namkaran"( gn new names to them with some suffix added to ther oriniginal one).. one of them was bit short compaired to other so later we used to call him as "kutti Ashok" n other "Punjab Ashok" .. that time ( during first year ) i did'nt know y he was named so ...later came to know his parents were staying near or at punjab... and he also came from there ..so was the that name...
ok let me come back to civil engineering class.....
It looks like first bench boys and Mr X has some bilateral/Mutual agreement between themselves… ;)
Yes once there talking finishes ..it means lecture is over…and then starts the process to write notes.. I jus rem concret stone,pillar,roof,basement ,blah blah..
aah writing notes ! most of them used to do perfectly ..as only hope to pass in the exam…
Earlier days ( begining of first year) we used say from back” sir kekala ..pls be loud”..he did;nt bother about the comments from back..later we stopped thinkin y to waste engergy..
I forgot to say when Mr X is busy drawing the figure in his back “chapathi’s “ would be flying .. seems like cricket practice..one would be throwing .. other catching and swallowing…. They even don’t need “sabji” to eat that “chapathi”
mostly the Leture n notes writing things would be finished 10 minutes ahead .. followed by attendence...
Then normal routine chit chattign starts ..exact fish market it would be..
Soon we hear (grinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.. some times tan tan ( during electricity failure) .at boys end ..most of them won’t bring lunch box..those who used to get it..some might already cleared during class hours n leftout boxes the moment it is opened .. next millisecond the box would be empty..( panjathala adi patta mari) i think that’s the reason boys don’t prefer to get lunch box..
First year we used to have lunch in class room itself…we the gals decent ..used to share food n have lunch…
Still I remember the lemon rice, ammad bath( tamarind rice), pongal ..aah too my mouth is watering thinking that..…
At least civil engineering paper somewhat ok .Mechanical engineering paper worst ( as for me)..
Mr Nagarajan would come and mostly would give closeful advertisement.. we can count his 32 teeth…
Some times he takes trouble to stand ..otherwise it seems like he has reserved his seat in .. no waiting list business also ..it is confirmed reservation .. ..he would enter the class and take his seat..
“ellam sogappu color booka edanga..page no 30 eduthuteengala” ( take your red color book , then navigate to page no 30) ...this is one of the sentence which he used to say often...
Actualy the thing was our mechanical engineering text book was red in color and the author of that book was Natarajan.. may be he don’t want to say the name similar to him..then we can hear some word like front view,top view ..sutham didn’t remember other then that..
(appove onnum neyavagam erakadhu n now after so many year....no chance.... )
I rem one incident happened during his class…
It was Tuesday and Gowri shankar ( guess I rem correct ) once want to skip his class ..so he went to sir and said “ Sir ennoda relative ka marriage so seekaram poganum veettakka” ( I have to attend marriage funtion of my relative so needs to go soon)…
For that our sir told” Aenya enndha urulaya sevva kelamai kalyanam vaikiranga ?”
( do u have marriage on Tuesday?)
Whole class started laughing?
Commonly according to indian tradition we won’t have marriage funtions on Tuesday…
He could’nt say anything came back and sat on his place..after that
“ Aenya solluradhu sollara ora correct aana reason solla mudiyadha?”
( before asking excuse think for the apt reason n then convey”)
Then he repeated “sevvakkelamai kalyanama pa” two or three times in the class that day.. n we had fun…
Infact they should had removed mechanical engineerign class from timetable..it was jus a class where we do over work n sirji would do his work( taking rest )..
Engineering drawing also handled by him only…usually last two hours ED class…
In the beginning bit enthu…used to listen the class n draw punctually ..as was using drafter first time..later ..none other was as boring as to attend ED class…
Thanks god I did;nt get Cup in that paper..jus passed..
In the exam hall when I got the Q paper ..had a galnce from begining to end .. did’nt got any clue , what they asked to draw…peeped in front,side could’nt get any clue..benches was arranged with too much gaps..then what I drawn what all drawing I remembered..( similar to what I had pasted in fun/cool link answer sheet)..i was damn sure would fail in that paper..god’s grace just passed…
Mostly during ED classes he used come in the start of class would give some exercise and then he would disappear..
We would make all sort of setup as if we are working and wander in the hall n kill time.. followed by packing to home…those days there was no college bus ..so all used to take city bus ..full college at city bus stop ..heavy rush it would be…some how could manage to take bus n reach home..
To be Continued....
College Life -IV <-> College Life -II
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